So, This Is Life?

So this is life. right here. right in front of you. what your seeing right now, what your feeling as your finger tips are touching your mouse and key pad, what your hearing in the back of the room your in, the taste of air on your tounge right now, yeah thats it. that is your life.

so im wondering what any of this has to do with a heaven or a hell or who ill vote for in the election or what i think about the current president, or what i think about the way that that one girl took my heart and threw it in a wood chipper, or what i thought about what that one guy said about his doctors appoinment to make sure he didn't get crabs from that stripper. and i dont understand what my life has to do with the way those two who are completely in love to the point that it makes me wish i had a person who could make me feel like im pricless every second of my concisness. and i dont understand what my life has to do with him who betrayed me by being himself and i dont understand what any of my life has to do with a God or Godess or higher being who may or may not have holy text written about him or her.

I don't understand what my life has to do with anything in my life when my life is being consumed by an object that seems to know exactly how to controll me using this tool called ADD.